Life is not perfect, this is a statement that no one can escape from. Sometimes, our mind tend to toy and alter our feeling. 18 years of living have thought me to stay calm when face with these kind of feeling. Things come and go, that is why I believe that this kind of feeling will go away, it's just a matter of time.
There's so many things in life that we loathe or loveeee. I never once thought that I would be the kind of person that will bother or care about what others feel. This year ; 2010. I felt a change in myself, a dramatic change. I look into it a lot at times when I practically have nothing to do. Don't blame me, I think a lot :D